I honestly feel that my husband and I are not going to last much longer. Last month I found out he had a fuck buddy and he promised to leave her. The other day I picked up his phone and found her number in his contacts still and a bunch of message to and from her. I can’t believe he is willing to sacrifice his family, but I guess he just doesn’t care anymore. Although it hurts me deeply to leave him, I know it is for the best. I can’t be with someone who is unfaithful and someone who lies constantly. Maybe someday he will realize his mistakes and miss us, but until then I don’t want him around me at all. I hope to hell it hurts him to be away, maybe than I will know that he actually has a heart.